It's Quiet

Well, the kids are in bed and Aaron is at a work dinner. It is so quiet here. Sometimes when I am the only one awake or I am alone I think... Wow, what do I do now? No one is needing me to do things for them, this is weird. Do you ever feel like that? It is just weird for me. Sure, I have plenty of things to do, like clean my house. But at 945 at night I am just not feelin' it. I must say though, that my house is driving me crazy and I am a bit behind on laundry, so that is what I Should be doing.
So, today I had a "Room Parent" meeting at Carlee's school. I am a room parent for her class. So, I will help out with parties and things like that. But I did not take on the responsibility of "head" room parent. I didn't want to be in charge of that, just help. I do have to say that I am proud of Julian. He was not at our house this week. So Carlee had to ride the bus and go to her class by herself. This is a big thing for her. She has troubles with it. Because the buses let the kids off on the other side of the school from the Kind. class rooms. So Carlee said that she got off the bus and she felt like she was going to get trampled on by the big kids and she got stuck holding the door for all of them. (poor thing). So then she saw Julian and he walked on in and said Hi. Well then, he must have felt bad and went back out and "rescued her" and walked her to her class. What a Boy!! Sweet! Maybe I should start taking her to school on the days Julian isn't with us. Or do I let her figure it out on her own? This is hard for me to do. I feel like I want to always be there to "save" my kids. To help them. Wow, this is such a small thing, what will I do when she faces bigger struggles..... pray for me. :)
My little Gav is getting so big! And he is talking so much. We were looking for his Pablo that he sleeps with and he says "Pablo... where are....a you" it was so cute! He will pretty much try to say whatever you ask him to. It is so cute. He now says please and thank you too.. what good manners! :) My baby is so big!
So, i have been watching Jon and Kate plus 8 lately. I am hooked on this reality show that is about this couple who has twins and then sextuplets. It is amazing! I can't imagine doing this. Wow. Check it out on TLC if you can. Oh and this past weekend I watched one of my favorite movies... Because I said so. I love it. And I have to admit I have a little crush on one of the guys in it. :)
So this weekend the plan is to go to my grandma's house for a family cookout on Sat. I really enjoy these. I am excited. My grandma is such a great person! I love her dearly! I don't know what I would do without her.
Well, I am off now to get ready for bed. Getting up with the kids at 630 in the morning.