Well, I hope you enjoy the new music I posted. I love the first song. Because just like it says, I feel like sometimes if I could just press through what I am going thru and just touch the hem of his garment I would be made whole. I have been struggling with issues lately that some of you know about. And I just have been praying and asking God for help. And I just remember this song all the time. And I know that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel and I won't be in this place forever. I know that it feels like I will, but I won't. And for those of you struggling, know God is there and he is the same in the valley just like on the mountain top. He is always there. And just like footprints in the sand he carries us. We just need to keep reminding ourselves of this. I am the first to admit I need to be reminded often. But I love God and I know he loves me and died for me and doesn't want me to feel like this.. so i know he will comfort me. So just keep me in your prayers.
And God is continuing to answer my prayers for Aaron and our relationship. So I thank God for that.
I am taking Carlee today to the dermatologist for the spot on her leg. It has gotten so big and I am just worried about infection and stuff. I will keep you posted.
Gavin is good. He will be 2 on the 21st, time has just flown by.
And Julian is good. I am so proud of him for standing up in what he believes with our family morals too. That is what God expects of us all. And for him to do that it is great..
Well, I have to run to another dr. appt.

Here are the lyrics to the song...
Been ostracized for 12 years
I’m used to being alone
Spent everything I had And now it’s gone
I’m used to being put down
My issues tell it all
My only hope is anchored In this fall
Chorus
If I could just touch the hem of His garment
I know I’d be made whole
If I could just press my way thru this madness
His love would heal my soul

If only one touch
So many people calling
How could He ever know
That just a brush of HimWould stop the flow
If he knew would He rebuke me Or shame me to the crowd
Well I’m desperate ‘cause it’s never or it’s now

Chorus

Suddenly He turned around
He said somebody has unleashed my power
Well, Frightened and embarrassed I bowed
You see I told Him of my troubles
And how…I had to touch the Hem of His garment
And I know I’ve been made whole
And how I had pressed my way thru the madness
And His love has healed my soul
Then with one word He touched the hem of my garment
And you know I’ve been made whole
And somehow He pressed His way thru my madness
And His love has healed my soul
I tell you He touched me
He reached way down and touched me
When no one else would touch me
Jesus, shol’ ‘nough He touched me… And I know I’ve been made whole


enjoy.