I forgot to mention that last weekend Aaron and I went to Brown County for our early anniversary get away. It was great! It was nice to get away with no kids. We went walking through all Nashville. And we went to eat and then the next morning we went to the Hot tub and got ready and went to an outlet mall.

So lately I have really been working on my relationship with God and with my husband. For those of you who know I struggled a couple weeks ago with Panic and anxiety pretty badly. But now I am trying to put God in control. I have been praying so much more during the day. And I have been reading my Bible every morning. I hated feeling like I did. I was really down in the dumps. But God picked me up out of the pit of despair. Along with prayers and help from some of the greatest people. I thank all of you who helped me. And I am glad that my relationship with God is stronger.
As for my feelings now... I am still struggling some. I mean with life in general. I really want to be the best wife and mother I can. I struggle with knowing that I can't protect my children from everything. I love my family so much and thank God for giving them to me. And I really am working at placing them in his hands completely.
I have really been searching my heart and asking God to reveal to me what I need to fix and people I need to go to and mend things I have done. And God has revealed me some things. So I went to one person and mended that "relationship". It was a good thing. I still need your prayers though.
Well, that is all I have time for tonight...