October.. what a month!

Well, where do I begin.....
We had to find new sitters for Carlee and Gavin. But at least now they are at the same one. We had a lot of issues with the sitters that they had. It was hard to go through for me. So then I was calling my good friend Aubrey and she gave me the number of a lady that lives really close to me. God answered my prayer of sending me someone I can trust and will love my kids. So far so good. Gavin is completely comfortable there. He doesn't even cry when I leave.

I have been so stressed with that babysitting stuff. And with finances and with Aaron's job and my job. It has been crazy.
There for a while I was really at the lowest point I have ever been. I just felt terrible. I had bad anxiety and just didn't feel right.
So I started to pray more and I read my Bible every day. Which is a big improvement in my life that I should have done earlier. God has helped me so much.
Then I got to praying some more and reading some more and decided it was time to fix some things with some people. So I did that and it helped me and I hope it helped them. Not to mention it was overdue and the right thing to do. So I think it helped to mend some relationships.
Next I have been reading the Power of a Praying Wife. It is a great book. I definitely suggest it. I am even taking notes. Last night I read about priorities. Boy it really hit home. It said if we want to be a priority in our spouses life then they have to be one in ours. And it went on to say alot of other helpful things.
And then Aaron and I have been talking alot about God. And please pray for him too. He is confused and has alot of questions. He really opened up to me the other night which was a big step for him. I think we are going to try to set up a Bible study with someone. This is huge. So please pray for him and for me that we find the right person to teach us.
Then lastly I want to thank God and give my testimony of Gavin. As you all know he had a hole in his heart and a coronary fistula (tunnel between arteries). Well this last time we went to the cardio. he had an echo and it came back that the hole is gone and so is the fistula. THANK YOU GOD! He answered my prayers.
Well, I am also still working on getting my house really really clean. So, I better go for now so I can work on it.