Healing

Well, yesterday was a good evening. We got to keep Julian an extra night since Aaron's dad, Dan and stepmom Helena were in town. Dan and Helena came over for dinner. We had baked spaghetti. It is always a big hit, and such an easy thing to make. And I made Peach Cobbler. It was great too. We had a good dinner. And then DAn gave me my early Bday present from him. I got an Ipod. It is so cool. Aaron has to teach me how to use it. lol. Then Helena and I decided to go for a walk to the park and work out some differences we had. It was over some big misunderstandings. And Man it felt great to work them out and let eachother know how we feel and some of our own issues. It was very good. It feels like a weight is lifted and now I won't feel as stressed every time they come to town. I just can't explain how better I feel. So, as I was doing this I thought that I should do this kind of thing more often when I get my feelings hurt or something. So, then I decided to work out a few things with Carissa. We talked and are still working. :)
You know I have been thinking.. Friends and family have way too much drama going on. You know, true friends can talk and can tell eachother how they feel and get upset but then still love eachother and not break apart the relationship. That is how it should be. And that is how family should be. But why is it so hard? Do we not like to hear the truth? Do we not like to know someone is upset with us? What is it? I know how important friends and family are. And life is too short to be mad or stay mad at someone. We all need someone or multiple someones.. But what everyone truely needs is God. It is hard sometimes to just leave things in God's hands.. but this is something I am really working on. Because ultimately he knows what will happen in the future because he holds the future in his hands.
Well, that is all for now..